I’m hopeful

I’m jaded

Im bright

I’m faded

I’m clothed

I’m naked

I hesitate

I dive right in

Intoxicated

with a sober mind

I cant want you

But I can’t stop thinking about you

Baby, I’m just a contradiction

I can’t bare to look you in the eyes

Trying so hard to conceal what’s on mind

Then you touch me and all the doubt fades away

Is this heaven or hell

Do the two even really exist

Oblivion and bliss now start to mix

Reality shift

I’m hopeful

I’m jaded

Im bright

I’m faded

I’m clothed

I’m naked

I hesitate

I dive right in