I know he thinks I try too hard to get inside of his mind
But,I don’t think he knows how much I need this
I long for connection, he keeps shutting me down
And once i feel that your wall is up I don’t think ill have enough strength to knock it down
So If you love me, please leave an opening for me, just for me, that little opening will be my secret.
Relationships I had before reminded me of how much i was alone
Whether it was their anger or drugs, there always was a distance
They secluded me from the world
And what for ?so,they could have their own personal toy?
I can’t go through that again
So if you love me, you better fucking show me.
I’m sick of hearing these people say that they want me forever
But honestly I dont want a forever that has me feeling lonely
so if you love me you better fucking show me
And if you cant, I can be on my own then I’ll have an excuse to feel all alone.